Unknowingly becoming the mother's guinea pig,
And I was induced by my mother to fall in love with that person without knowing it.
Everything is arranged by mother,
Just because he is an experiment.
His joys, sorrows and sorrows are all recorded, he... Is just an experiment from beginning to end.
Even feelings.
Oh, it doesn't matter, at least I still have him, at least he is completely mine...
Lord, the author's own mother is definitely not a BE.