Loneliness is the most terrifying thing in the world. Even though she holds a high position and is extremely noble, when she has to be alone all year round, the coldness of loneliness is enough to bite her heart and bones.
Escape desperately, search desperately, pursue every noisy and joyful feast, hold on to all the light and warmth that comes to hand, but most of the time the scars left behind drown all expectations.
I just want to have love.
Love or be loved, get or give.
The former is too elusive and indefinite, and expectations and waiting are extremely troublesome.
Then choose the latter, just like someone expects, to give, to give, as long as she loves, just love well.
This should be easy.
This matter has nothing to do with Fengyue, it's just a lonely soul using blood and family ties to make his life safer and more secure.
As for love, what is supposed to come will always come.