This book describes the protagonist Jian Sheng's unusual growth experience. Jian Sheng came from the mountains. Before he was born, his father was unfortunately killed while hunting in the mountains. His mother left him shortly after Jian Sheng was born. He and his grandmother depended on each other since he was a child. When he was sixteen years old, he left his hometown and went out to study. He met his partner Ximen Ze on the road to youth, and met Yi Mei in the romantic season when flowers bloom...
The pain of growing up has always been with him. He came into this world with a disability, and with obsession, he searched for himself in the sea of people. The intermittent maternal love made him desperately find it, but it made him out of reach.
In the end, did he obtain his own inner salvation and liberation? Or are you drifting further and further away from your original intentions?