How to let you meet me, at my most beautiful moment. For this, I have been praying to God for a hundred years, asking God to let us have a mortal relationship. No one is a substitute for anyone, no one is a subsidiary of anyone, no one is destined to bear anything, and no one must give up anything for anyone... If I can choose, I will just be myself. What is known to everyone is my own name. Being loved, protected and cared for is not because of who I am... The only thing I am proud of is that I have fallen in love with you, my boy. I love you, Edward.