If you are ordinary, you will become mediocre, you will become increasingly depressed, you will not be able to bear the worries, your heart will be drained of blood, and you will lose sight of everything. Those who abandon me will not be able to keep the days of yesterday; those who mess up my heart will have many worries today - there will be strong winds and waves, and I will hang up my cloud sails and sail across the sea. If I am able to break out of my cocoon, I will burst into tears of gratitude. If there is no hope of becoming a butterfly, I will hang myself on the southeast branch without giving up. -----Labour and management must be the winners in life! Otherwise, I'll hang myself, jump into the river, commit seppuku, and I'll bleed like crazy. It's useless to show you. I'm crying.