Since I was a child, my parents did not allow me to practice any magic because of my special physique. Even so, I still brought disaster to the people around me. My mother passed away when I was seven years old, and Xiaogu was seriously ill and was bedridden for three months. They all told their father that I was the one who killed my mother, and that I should die early to avoid harming them again, but my father did not do that. I found that after Xiaogu recovered, she gradually began to alienate me and no longer joked and played with me. Yes, I knew that Xiaogu actually resented me. Because of me, no children of the same age were willing to play with Xiaogu. In the days that followed, my father and Xiaogu became more and more alienated from me. I was very sad, but I couldn't change anything. I could only suffer everything by myself, licking my wounds alone in the corner. "
"Father and mother hate me and hate me, Xiaogu hates me and hates me, Ah Qi hates me and hates me, the whole sky hates me and hates me, Yunchu hates me and hates me, Yunchen hates me and hates me, just because of my love, master also hates me and hates me; under the Zhuxian Pillar, there are eighty-one ecstasy nails and ninety-seven swords; Pillar God Three hundred days of whips on the pillar; endless purgatory, burning every day with karma; what have I done wrong, why do they all hate me and blame me, wishing that I would die immediately... Qingshui, besides you and Sister Sha, I really don't know who to believe now. "