"With my transformed body and mind, am I still qualified to love you?"
"If you knew that I did everything, would you still love me as you do now?"
"I actually want to get rid of this controlled life, but I would rather live this life than begging. If I don't choose this path for myself, no one will notice if I starve to death on the streets."
"Thank you for trusting me for so long, but I'm really sorry for making you feel so disappointed. I'm sorry. Take your gun and shoot me in the heart and make me disappear."
"If I don't break you down, I will be the one who gets broken down in the end. But I'm such a fool. I want you to live. I hope you live a happy life no matter what. Even if you have to live with me, I hope you can be happy in the future. So I can't help but break you down. You can let me go and let me disappear."