As a person born in the 1990s, baby kissing, something that sounds far away to others, has actually happened to me. For a long time, I didn't have the courage to mention it to others. Now, almost five years later, I can finally calmly write down this story that made me painful and even changed my life. Only by daring to face myself can I face others better. Maybe God allows you to experience more just to help you grow better. I am fine now. I hope that through this work, people who are also confused can see the hope of life. I also hope that through my own insignificant power, I can let the world know that there are still many places where the sun has not shined and need more attention from society. I hope that more people can see the dawn of life.