I hope that one day, wild flowers will grow on their own, warblers will fly and grass will grow, and birds will take a nap on the clouds. I will rest in your arms and look at you with eyes as bright as the sunset. ——Chen Ying
You always say that I don't love you enough. I obviously can't bear to wake up from even one of your dreams, but I can only look at you talking and smiling, turning around little by little and walking towards the end of memories. You said, it's obvious that I fell in love with you first, how can you let others take what you want? And I regret crushing your cautious temptations little by little with my own hands, and no longer look into your hopeful eyes.
You say: "Who is the soldier commander?"
She smiled: "My husband."
You gritted your teeth: "Call us out tomorrow and we'll meet."
"..." You don't even know Levi.
Thank you for accompanying me through one scene after another, thank you for holding my hand when I was hesitant and frightened, thank you for sending me a glass of honey grapefruit water in the ice and snow, thank you for the ugly little doll you made, thank you for giving me Lin Xiaobai, you taught me that even if I am walking alone, I should hold my head high as if there are ten thousand soldiers behind me.
If I hadn't walked to that abandoned teaching building, would our ending have been completely different? When fate arises, all I need is a small diary. After fate ends, I scream for you to come back, but you can hold back and never look back. Why are we like this?
I even want to bear the sins of others who are indifferent, regardless of the right and wrong of the world, the warmth and warmth of human relationships, and want you back.
Who is the commander?
No one. Only I know that his every gesture, every frown and smile, the indifference and clarity between his brows are exactly the same. I looked at it greedily, day and night, longing for the day when he would come from another world and find me.
The most beautiful thing in the world is that the birds finally cross the sea, the sun suddenly penetrates the clouds, the cherry blossoms bloom in due time, and I finally wait for you to come.