At this moment, I open the computer and have many fragmentary fragments in my mind. I have grown to an awkward age and it is difficult to organize them in words. As a person grows older, writing will become more and more difficult. It is a process of dissecting oneself to face fears and refuse to avoid them. However, writing makes people softer and more vulnerable to injury, so this problem will go away. Hawking said that the most touching thing in the world is the distant similarity. I hope you will find resonance.