What a heartache that was. I love you so much that you feel like you don't have the strength to love anymore, but you still want to love. Is she still like this? She had only heard that good love would make people better. Has she gotten better? Or is this just bad love, and there is no need for her to insist on it anymore.
She drank so much chicken soup. If he doesn't come to you, don't go to him. The people who really care about you will come to you on their own. If anything makes you hesitant about love, you should let it go. But, in the end, she didn't want to let go.
Then, can she still be Su Ran? Could she really love him all the time without asking for anything?