"... This made me realize that the career of a ninja, although there are many warm and righteous footnotes, is ultimately a career of fighting alone - although admitting loneliness does not mean denying companionship, at those critical joints, you must make decisions alone. In this process, you have to trust your intuition, but you have to question it again and again; while having the courage to continue, you must have the courage to stop here anytime, anywhere...
If you can do the above and persist, then what I want to say is:
'If you're lucky, you'll succeed. '"
"But I think I can't let them succeed... I can't just because I have encountered too many bad people in my life, I have to become so 'bad' from now on, or to be more precise, as 'low-level' as them."
"Her characteristic is that she plays stably and does not give her opponents a chance to show off."
One can never truly betray one's origins. However, this is the story of how a person truly betrays his origins and environment and finds ways to grow into what he wants to be.
The plot direction, with CP, is Weasel God, which is stated in advance to facilitate readers' choice.
"A ninja's life" can generally refer to the lives of many ninjas, but the main line is the female protagonist.