Jono, I'm getting married and I decided not to miss you anymore. I wish you happiness and hope that young love does not cause you any trouble. You said, those who are not obtained are always in turmoil, and those who are favored are always confident; you said to me, after a few words of truth, I lie again and again, and if I am too emotional, I will cover it up. Yes, you are the throbbing that I can't avoid.
Actually, you really don't have to avoid me, really. Once upon a time, I could stand in the rain for you, wait for you, support you when you were hurt, comfort you when you were confused, and of course, make you and others happy when you no longer love me. You are the person I love most, how could I bear to see you unhappy?
If your happiness is destined to cost me my heart, I will make it happen for you.
Thank you for appearing in my purest and clearest boyhood. I never blamed you, I just wanted to ask you if you really loved me in that season when lilacs bloomed...
——Huo Yayan