"In the past half of my life, I have been indebted to my teacher for all my kindness, I have ignored my deep affection for my best friends, I have seen no kindness from my emperor, and I have struggled to protect the well-being of my young daughter. I feel ashamed. However, since heaven and earth gave birth to me, I also wish to be born between heaven and earth. The only people I love in this life are my husband, my children, and my best friends."