Thinking about it later, everything was destined.
If everything is going to continue like this and there is no possibility of change, why not just make a clean break from the beginning.
Even though I knew it was something I couldn't get, I still felt like I was poisoned and couldn't extricate myself from it.
And when you realize this, it's like others say "it's too late" and there is no room for turning around. When it's too late, you can only choose to tear away the facts that you don't want to touch in your heart.
, The passing years.