If you are not by my side, the prosperity of the world has nothing to do with me, and happiness has nothing to do with me. I live according to the established rules. I get off work at seven o'clock, take the bus, eat at a roadside stall alone, and go home slowly when the street lights are on. I feel a little scared when I pass by a dark alley. When I get home, I turn on all the lights, and then pace around the house in boredom. If you happen to call at this time, I will be very happy. If not, I will think that you must be busy. After more than an hour like this, I went to bed, read a book you gave me before, and then fell asleep inadvertently. I woke up, washed up, turned off all the lights that were left on last night, then left home, ate at a roadside stall alone, took the bus, went to work, and then it was another day like this. Also, I forgot to say one thing, I often see you in my dreams recently.