My name is Changan,
He is a little beggar from the corner of Chang'an.
He is Qilian,
He is a great treacherous minister who holds all the power in the world.
One day, he handed me a piece of Ruyi jade, and since then my life has changed dramatically.
They fear me, hate me and harm me,
He raised me, helped me and protected me, but like them he couldn't love me.
Later, everything I owned was lost,
He led me through the messy path to the supreme position.
Who am I,
Is she an abandoned child in the corner of Chang'an, the surviving daughter of a former general, or a princess whose country has perished?
In the end, I didn't know the answer.
I am Chang'an, Chang'an of Qilian.
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Qilian didn't say anything, just leaned on the couch and looked at me.
I stared at the doorknob for a long time before I heard him sigh slowly.
I have become accustomed to trouble him again and again, but he has no choice. I am his only protégé.
Because he accepted me as an apprentice.
But I am also happy with this, happy with him loving me, protecting me and loving me, like a master and a disciple, and that probably doesn't stop there.
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When I boarded the phoenix chariot, I knew that my good days were over.
I was wearing a bright red phoenix robe, and like all newlyweds, I was looking forward to my sweetheart lifting the bright red hijab in front of me.
Qi Lian said, that person might surprise me.
I thought about it carefully and was really surprised and happy.
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I often can't understand the many words and things Qilian taught me to do.
It was many years before I understood the meaning of those words and events.
But when I found out, they had already disappeared.
Like me, Qilian and Agu, we are all doomed.
This was never my fault, let alone Qilian and Agu's.
So after a long time, then learn to forgive.