This is my first novel and the first one that deals with the theme of love. I am a science student. I have no professional skills or beautiful language. I just want to write a story to release my pain and regret, and share my heartache and sadness with everyone.
This novel is not perfect. I chose a lot of things that I am very unfamiliar with. First of all, the time was chosen from 1998 to 2008, and I was born in the 1990s. It was in 2005 that I really stepped out of my small mountain village and started to come into contact with this complicated world. Before that, my knowledge of the world was almost blank. The location was chosen in my hometown of Jinan, Shandong University. And I am not a student of Shandong University, nor have I been to Jinan City, so all descriptions refer to my university and my junior high school, so the description of the school is not documentary. Also, Shandong University's medical school was only established after the merger with Shandong Medical University in 2001, but I assume it existed long before 1998. Regarding the medical expertise involved, I can only say that I tried my best and checked a lot of information, but I still can't avoid mistakes. Please don't take it too seriously. The reasons why I allowed myself to make these errors will be explained in detail at the end of the relevant chapters.