Do i love you? You may or may not love it. You have been with me for a long time. At first, I just wanted to walk through this life slowly with you, as a good friend, because I know very clearly that I will never come back after taking this step, and you will eventually leave me and become a memory deep in my mind. Friendship lasts longer than love. I don't want to be separated from you, I need you to be by my side forever, neither far nor near. I can start with countless people, but I don't have the courage to start with you. Where there is a beginning, it will always end. Cherish it more and be afraid of losing it. Your gentle words, sharp teeth, tolerance and kindness... You have been like the air around me for a long time, existing in a natural manner anytime and anywhere. If you lose it, you will be unable to breathe. I have thought countless times that you will have a boyfriend, you will get married, you will have a happy family, you can do what you want, and I will always be with you. Let this life go by like this, but... Time has penetrated you into every aspect of me, and when I realized that the track of my relationship had deviated, I was powerless. I couldn't move forward, I couldn't work hard to maintain the original relationship, I had no choice but to control the development of the relationship, and when emergencies came, you and I would eventually go to the abyss. I love you, I should love you. You occupy most of my life, how can I not love you?