"I want to be the person I long to be. I have been trying hard, but always failed due to my laziness and lack of self-discipline. After every failure, I asked myself, if I was given a chance again, could I become a different person? I always gave myself a yes answer, but no matter how many times I came back, I was still looking for excuses to escape, and I could never become the person I wanted to be. And until I saw him, I didn't know what the soul I longed for looked like in reality."
This is a story about the desire of a seemingly elite useless magician for a magician who has an unwavering goal.