Maybe I should have left long ago, left this world that was full of scars, left this world where no one loved me. Why did everyone around me leave me, why did they take away all my good things, why... What did I do wrong to treat me like this? God, is this what you call "fair"?
Such loneliness, such despair, isn't this punishment enough? ? Is it true that only if I shed that false shell and give up that only beating heart can you redeem this desperate, lonely, cold me?