This Feeling Can Be Remembered

This feeling can be recalled later, but it was already at a loss. Fortunately, you are still here; fortunately, you are still looking for me. I have loved, suffered, been confused, and persisted. Later I discovered that the one I couldn't let go of the most was you. I was once afraid of your strength and your habitual control over me, because I was transparent in front of you, but you were not. But, fortunately, your patience is good enough. Fortunately, I am brave enough.