Xu Zhimo said that at least once in your life, you should forget yourself for someone. You don't ask for results, you don't ask for a long life, you don't even ask for true love, you just want to meet you in the most beautiful years.
In the end, she discovered that that amazing encounter in her life had to pay a price, and this price ruined everything she had.
Later, with her white hair whirling, she still thought that if there was an afterlife, she would be a small grass and nestle under the big tree. She would have no joy or sorrow, no joy, always silent but tenacious, until she gradually died.