"Living alone, with no family and no children, I can only tell old stories, and then die after telling them." Zhang Yihe said in her Weibo profile.
I spend a lot of time on the Internet and have been planning to tell stories for a long time. But I was really determined to tell this story when I saw the Weibo profile, and an extremely strong desire prompted me to express it.
I was writing this story when I was in high school, but I kept rewriting it over and over again and couldn't piece it together into something I was satisfied with.
My classmates who have read those unwritten fragments all ask me, is Ye Ying me? I can't answer. Because she is both me and not. She is a character in the novel, she interprets the story I gave her, and she may also be yourself.
Stubborn and determined to have her own way... That rebellious girl is the same as all of us in our youth.
When I was writing this story, I fell in love with the second female lead, He Nian, that girl who is as warm and bright as a flame. Every time I write about her, I get the pleasure of release and am deeply fascinated by her beautiful indulgence. Maybe Ye Ying carries too much tolerance, pain and a deep sense of powerlessness.
I have heard many old or new stories, walking through mountains and rivers in silence, but I have to move forward step by step, until I reach the edge of the cliff, and find that there is no way out.
This is a story about youth, and it is also a story that I tell with utmost sincerity and strength. I hope you can find yourself in the story and gain something.
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