Life is not long, but it is hard enough. They were so close and yet so far away, like lotus flowers so close at hand that you could reach them, and like bright stars that were just out of reach. She tried her best to touch the starlight, used all the methods, exhausted all her strength, but still could not touch the light of hope. She finally gave up and was no longer obsessed! She thought, that way, she wouldn't feel the pain; she thought, that way, she would be relieved! However, things went against her wishes. She looked at the devastation all over the ground, and the sadness deep in her heart filled her heart. I have given up on you, why don't you let me go!