I don't want to tell my close friends or strangers about the turmoil of my life in the past three months. In the past few months, I have experienced the ups and downs of my mood, the sadness of being alone, and the negativity and boredom of my friends. I suddenly felt that my life was like this because of my own reasons, and I began to slowly cheer up. I just wanted to use the future to prove myself: I have the ability to live my life well.