This is a love history written by a gay man, and most of it is his own personal experience. All the characters appearing in it have real prototypes. Regardless of whether they are well written or not, they are all for the sake of nostalgia for the past. At that time, I was still young and had experienced several love affairs that were either painless or vigorous. I would like to dedicate this document to the boys who I have loved and who have loved me. Thank you for accompanying me through the best years of my life. I wish everything is well!