The process of writing this story is the process of recalling. Everyone has a young secret love. Whether it blooms sweet flowers or not, it is the most beautiful experience in life. I just hope that the person I once had a crush on will be well. (The first part is basically all real memories, a bit like a memoir. I will probably write an ending later. The ending depends on my mood.) I love you so much. I know that there are very few or even no people reading it now, but I still want to write and always believe in the power of language and words.