When we see each other, we feel like we are not seeing each other, and when we are in love, it seems like we are heartless. The emotional injury is too serious, heavier than Mount Tai; the emotional injury is too deep, deeper than the ocean. I returned home with joy that day, but I never thought about how I left there. It was as if the world had disappeared, and the sky above my head collapsed. The collapsed fragments fell into my heart one after another, turning into drops of pus and blood and flowing into the sad river in my mind, until I collapsed limply on the cold ground at the door... But my ears were still filled with those hearty shouts, which were so happy and so sad...