Ergou left his hometown and came to the bustling big city to work hard for life, experiencing the hardships of manual labor, contact with young people in the same situation, and emotional entanglements with other people. When I was particularly confused, I thought that the best destination would be to build a house and marry a wife after making enough money, but I felt relieved. This article is a running account, and the author has convulsions from time to time.