Looking at the full moon in the night sky outside the window, wearing headphones and listening to the soothing music on MP3, the smell of disinfectant lingers in the space. At this moment, I suddenly felt so overwhelmed.
The busy life leaves me with little time for leisure. If it hadn't been for this sudden accident, maybe I would still be working on a project at the computer desk now.
As long as you turn sideways, you can see how little time you have left. I painted red fonts all over the white wall in the room, each stroke reminding me to live every day well. Therefore, I cannot use my time during the day to be sentimental. I can only steal a few minutes at night to release my emotions.
In the past, I always spent every day in a state of confusion. Like a robot, it repeats what it does every day. As said on TV, just turning a blind eye and shutting the eyes lasts a day, but maybe next time, turning a blind eye and shutting the eyes will last a lifetime.
When I learned the news, my inner emotions actually didn't fluctuate much. For a person like me who has no pursuits and no illusions about the future, there is no difference between leaving early and leaving late.
But if I didn't meet him, everyone would be really happy...