Some feelings cannot be explained, their meaning is unclear, they are constantly being cut, and their rationale is still chaotic, but they make people enjoy it so much that they can die without regrets.
I can't remember how many years I've been standing behind that person, a hundred years? Millennium?
I only know that I only want to be with him until the end of time!
Even though he can't see my existence in his eyes!
Even though, he always regards my devotion to him as causing trouble
Even if he acts arbitrarily, he can always easily destroy my success every step of the way!
But, as he said, my life belongs to him. Apart from him, no one can touch me, including myself!
Just for these words, I was willing to stand behind him, just a hand-raising distance away!