I am a healthy and optimistic girl, but ever since I lost my memory, I have either been lying dead in bed or taking drugs. It doesn't matter if we are blind and can't see, but we still have ears; it doesn't matter if we are skinny, we can make up for it by eating meat. But the next day when I fell into the water or hit a board or something, I just wanted to be a quiet beetle. Why is it so difficult?