My brother and I have lived together since childhood. Due to our own reasons, we could not go out. Since I was frail and sick since I was a child, I could only stay at home all day. At that time, my brother was the source of all my happiness, and the source of my sins also came from him. I don't know when I fell in love with my twin brother. I know that he is someone I can't love, but I can't stop myself. I can only sink deeper and deeper into the false tenderness, which makes me unable to extricate myself. However, I think that people who smoke white powder have become addicted. I know that if I continue like this, I won't even have any scum left, but I still can't stop. My brother is a very happy, lively, and gentle person, especially towards me. At that time, I felt that I was everything to my brother. However, the reality did not seem to be what I thought. My brother has his friends, his campus, memories with those good friends, and a good buddy who can do everything for him, and here I am! I only have my brother and my parents, but my parents come and go in a hurry every time. Every time my brother goes out, I am the only one left in Ruoda's house. I am the one who is lonely and lonely. Now I understand that the most pitiful person from the beginning to the end is actually me, but I have always been self-paralyzed and unwilling to admit it! But now I know very well what I want, even if I am doomed in the end, I will not hesitate, because my brother is my paradise, and I will be like the bird of paradise, stopping for my brother only once in my life ~