This is the history of blood and tears of a girl who strives for a career and love with her son. There are a bunch of cannon fodder male supporting actors and a bunch of cannon fodder female supporting characters. They all truly say that they don't believe in love. Who the hell is still in love and wants to die? There is no mistress in true love. The author has a heart that is addicted to the sadness of beauty but is determined to have a happy and lively healing life.