Serious version: That year, I wanted to travel to the ends of the world with my sword, to be free and easy in the world.
Unexpectedly, at the beginning of the journey, he encountered a life-long disaster and lost his freedom.
Since it can't be avoided, why not go up to it and catch it? Wouldn't it be great?
Even if I fail to achieve my wish in the end, I will not regret it.
Happy version: I originally wanted to run away from home and go out to see what the world is like.
But not long after entering the world, he was abducted by a wicked person.
From then on, I was miserable. First I lost my heart, then my virginity. Alas, nothing could stop me from seeking death!