I never think there is anything in the world to be obsessed with
[But instinctively, I want to live an ignoble existence]
[What a contradictory thought~]
It's no surprise that you chuckle at my idea, and I agree with you.
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"Your presence will bring misfortune to others."
I don't remember when and who said such words to me. I was rarely angry at this sentence and silently agreed. I will bring misfortune to others, but this is not something I want to do.
Want to live
[It doesn't matter if the world is broken, or it's not broken]
[I want to reload the files and do it all over again in a brand new world]
Put your hands together into fists, kneel on your knees in front of the cross in the church, close your eyes lightly and make a sincere prayer.
Make a wish to God that is absolutely impossible to come true but you want to come true no matter what.