The saddest thing in the world is that the person you love is not the one you love. Living in reality and illusion, you think that the world will never deceive you no matter how fake your memory is. Love is fake, hate is fake, and guilt is fake.
What you love is the person you feel guilty about, what you hate is the person you love, and what you feel guilty about is the person you hate. Everyone is accompanying you to deceive yourself, letting down the person you love, delaying the person you feel guilty about, and indulging the person you hate.