Chapter 1
In the early 1990s, I was born in a remote mountain village in western Henan Province. When I was born, my family was relatively poor. I heard from my mother that she wished I was a girl because I already had an older brother who could lighten the burden on the family. When Dad saw another big fat boy, he frowned and felt a little worried. Maybe he was thinking at this moment that the burden will be very heavy in the future and I have to work hard. Now I occasionally hear my mother joking about it. At that time, she almost switched you and the girl in the clinic. Every time I hear this, I ask why I didn't change it? The mother just said lightly, at that time your father cried bitterly and refused to let me go. Maybe he would enjoy the blessings with this precious son in the future. In this way, I came into this world. Regardless of whether the relatives around me are happy, helpless, or disappointed, I came here regardless of my own safety. My name is Zhu Jinlin, which sounds like a girl's name. Maybe my parents also wanted me to be a girl. Later, people around me called me Erdan, but I actually don't know how. Now that I'm back in my hometown, people still call me by my nickname when I'm walking on the street, Erdan, I'm back...