I met a young officer named Arlande at a family gathering. His handsomeness, humor and gentleness deeply attracted me. After that, we went out to paint together, attended various gatherings, and met all kinds of people. During our frequent interactions with him, I fell in love with Yaland with both resistance and sweetness, and fell deeply into his passionate and persistent love. But after all, this kind of relationship was the forbidden fruit that Adam had tasted. Social pressure, changes in the family, and his request to elope made me more depressed and confused. But before I could sort out all this, the First World War broke out.