I am the only one who will accompany you throughout your life, but I can't wait for the red dress. You said that you have failed too many women in your life, and you don't want to see me grudge you for the rest of your life. I think I still haven't been able to become one of those many women waiting for you in the red wall. However, Xuan Zhan, you left me here, but you took all the emotions away from my body. I became an empty shell, with only memories buried inside.
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At that time, Qing Huan really didn't understand how sad it was to give up and miss out.