It's time to leave long ago, after going through so many hardships.
What I saw, what I heard, and what I understood clearly in my heart all told me with certainty——
In this life, what I want and ask for, to stay together forever, and to have a long and steady flow of water, is just a dream of mine alone.
I am in this dream, addicted to it, unable to extricate myself.
As he said that day, from beginning to end, what he loves, loves, trusts, and wants to have are all not me.
I can't compare to this world, this throne, and even more, I can't compare to her...