I just want to do what I want to do, no matter what others think or say.
But I'm just an ordinary person, and I can't seem to do this.
I just want to look at everything indifferently and not be sad because of the world, even if I am not happy.
But I have invested too much in this world and cannot be indifferent.
If given the chance, please let me respect my heart, no matter what the cost.