Zhao Xiaoyue didn't understand until her death how she spent such a muddled life. A person who wants to be strong is forced to suppress, and in the end he will either face madness or death. But she persisted for so many years without dying or going crazy.
Such painful days have tortured her for many years. There is a lock on her body that locks her tightly, preventing her from making up her mind to destroy the past and create her own future.
When death came, Zhao Xiaoyue gave up everything, maybe death was her relief. If she could live her life over again, she would live for herself.