I have loved three people in my life. No, maybe a lifetime is too arbitrary, because in the future that I can imagine, I still haven't seen any trace of life disappearing. Maybe there really is no eternity in the world, but an eternity as stagnant as mine must be very similar to it.
What do you think about names?
During a period of time, I had a crazy desire because I firmly believed that there was belonging behind it, even if loss would accompany it. People always want to be strong, but they rarely understand the loneliness. It is said that strength comes from fearlessness, but it is not understood that it also comes from having nothing. Possession will make you timid, fearing to lose what you have worked hard for, what you have protected, what you have gained, so everyone is fragile. Reluctant to let go of what he is holding on to, he loses his wings that are strong enough to fly high.
But I admire such a mortal, who can own and belong to. In the long world, there is such a person who can remember you. Even in the endless time, it is just a momentary scene, but it is happier than the eternal loneliness.
So, I fell in love with three people, three people who gave me my name.