When a woman loses the only thing in her life, she will become crazy. Don't think this is unreasonable. Because of you at that moment, the world has collapsed, and the lack of faith has caused you to empty out the full love in your heart. At this moment, you may go to two extremes, for example: being more nostalgic for the past, recalling bits and pieces of the past, begging for charity and love from the other party like a beggar, or being weaker and directly decadent and sinking. There is another kind: you gradually develop a kind of disgust. To put it bluntly, you hate him at all costs, hoping that the other person's life will be as painful as you after losing you. (Frankly speaking, I think this kind of person is neither pitiable nor hateful)
Some people say that you will write whatever kind of work you are in. However, I am very confused now. I don't know the ending of this book, but there seems to be a kind of providence in the confusion. Maybe it is sad, maybe the dark side makes you disgusted, maybe this is just the beginning of a dream, which is difficult to end in reality.
If there is still tomorrow, then the ending will be rewritten, because this is the guidance of the heart.