I don't cry, but I can't stop being sad.
I cried because I couldn't bear the sadness.
I can be strong, but I can't stop crying.
I can smile, but when I face you I drop my calm face and burst into tears.
Life can be calm and unchanging, but the heart cannot. I will laugh because of you, cry because of you, be decadent because of you, and be cautious because of you, even if you feel inferior.