[This is a diary, a diary about you] [Updated every day, you can't see it every day...]
Growing up, I always spent a lot of time alone, and I was always in a state of relaxation.
I have always believed that as a good woman, you should not ask a man for how much luxury, money and car he has, or how many gifts he should give you. Instead, you should give him the purest feelings, which have nothing to do with material things or money. She just likes him and hopes that he will love her in his heart. Even if there is no result, as long as we can be together and spend more time together, it is good to be silly like this.
But when I really get in touch with my feelings, I find that the simplest is also the hardest.
I am the one who wants you to get better and better, it is me who makes you have troubles, I am the one who wants you to be less stressed, I am the one who puts the most pressure on you, I am the one who least wants to leave, and I am the one who has to go... You are the one who wants me to laugh, you are the one who makes me cry, you are the one who doesn't want me to be sad, you are the one who makes me sadder, you are the one who wants to stay with me, and you are the one who becomes more and more indifferent... Feelings are like a double-edged sword, always contradictory.
Different choices will lead to different results. Whether they are selfless, affectionate, reluctant, and sensible, or selfish, ruthless, decisive, and nonsense, I don't know how to choose. I am always afraid that I will get the same ending as others, and I am always worried that I will make the same mistakes as others. So what I think about the most is whether there is a better way to express a sentence, and whether there is a better solution to a thing, so that I can walk slower with you on this bridge with an end.
Maybe everything went astray the moment I fell in love with you... Maybe you never knew that I fell in love with you so hopelessly.
But one thing, I can confirm, I like you, I really want to love you
So, what about you?
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