He is the love of my life and the only unlovable person in my life. For many years, I have been following in his footsteps, but I have always been so far away from him. ......... If we are destined not to be together, why are you still so gentle to me? Forget it, knowing each other is the most beautiful thing, so how dare you ask for love? The lotus blooms and I sit on the flower, I fly into the wine cup and get drunk on the moon. That's good. Whatever,