Princess Ceceferora wishes to gain power.
"I couldn't do anything well, and if I wasn't good enough I wouldn't survive this war time with my country. So I turned my back on my principles and my self-respect, I was selfish, and I will atone for everything I've done."
Amos met the initially naive Princess by chance.
"My dear princess, if I fulfill your wish for you, will you feel guilty?"
"Yes, I will." Princess Cesiferola said as if she was swearing.
"So I don't want to die, but I also have to fight for the day I will die one day. It's really desperate, but I'm still happy with it."